Bossa Jazz

After work, I wasnt as tired as I thought to be.
And I didnt head straight home like I was "supposed" to.
I wasnt meeting anyone else in my agenda.
I just roamed alone and nothing comes close to comforting like solitude can be with me.

After troubling the store assistance for some CDs, I brought home with the above mentioned.
It was an act of spontaneity and it fits perfectly to my mood. Thus I chose that over Frank Sinatra and it's a good choice. Not that Sinatra isn't but it's just not the music I want tonight.

Bumped onto Ming. She's so happy as ever. Just love people like her.

I was caught by surprised by the time.
I had dinner at 9pm plus.

Honestly I didnt feel good.
I dont wanna put Jason at a spot neither do I wish to cover how I really feel.

We just dont know what to do...but I know if I am willing to give in more again, things would be better.

But it doesnt erase the fact that I am not happy, infact sad.